i feel out of control.
i can no longer dictate what i want and where i want to head to.
i have lost all sense of direction.

Need to find my independence. Draining the energy out from the r.ship.
Don't wanna let go. I want it to work. I want it to last. I want it to be forever lasting.

Time out to sort myself out. What to demand.. and what not to.
must keep my treasure in a safe place. Away from my emotional outburst.

Please be there when i'm ready to move forward again.